WTF?!?!?!?!?!

ok...so can we talk about how expensive college is??? its like im paying so much money and to be perfectly honest its being wasted!!! im not learning anything....i came to college to learn. i like to be taught new things. i love to learn and i dont know if its stjohns or all colleges but im not learning anything. i feel like im forgetting everything instead of learning anything.
and why is it if every professor in this school has their PHD, why am i teaching myself. yea whatever...i know this is the time where im supposed to be all independant and blah blah blah. but being independent is not something that should be brought to my attention. i have been independent since as long as i can remember.
but when someone tells me to read a book and learn on my own because we're gonna be tested...i ask myself...what the hell am i paying 40 thousand dollars a year for? i can learn from a book for free...im so dissapointed in college right now its not even funny.
everyone said college is going to be the best 4 years of my life...well i would like to know when does those 4 years start because i still feel like im in high school. its kind of sad because as much as i love school, being in college has given me second thoughts on whether or not i should stay in school or not. but i stay because i have too, because to get somewhere in life you need to have some type of degree. and its sad that i have these thoughts because shcool has never been a question to me. its just i go and thats it, i love it. but now its like going to class is a drag. because either the professor rambles, or is getting off topic at least 10 times in every discussion.
and what makes it more upseting is im paying for college by myself. i wanna get my money's worth. i work hard for the money i make to pay off my tuition. i want to get something out of it. AN EDUCATION!!!!!